Hey it's 6:00 in the morning!!! Wow, today will be fun. and yeah... fun.

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Hey guys just being a jerk. (Silly Jerk). This means nothing, but at least I don't rip apart your guys's blogs. Cuz' ya know... I read them. So If I ripped them up I'd have to put them back together. Somewhat like my feelings.
ON a lighter note...

Thank God for my weekend. It was good... ... And as of right now I can't get on Victoria's blog. What the heck??? Toria?
Anyway, nothing else to say, I have a life to live, and I want my eyes to last a long time.

Ha, another weekend!!! Oh, no. Too, long. It's thursday and the sports meeting was pretty fun but Gay* as always.
One wierd thing though... I was sitting down and when Janelle came in... she sat down by me!Yeah, like by me and my mom, in between Joey, too. I thought that was cool.
Ohh, and two two-three page essays to write. Fun, fun.
Basketball running...Monday, Hell? Heaven? Well, its heaven to a masicist*(?) like me... Ha Ha.
Ya know I did some stupid things this week, but forgiveness is one way to get around things and it's working.
Ohh, and Meagan actually talks to me know? Like cool, confidence booster... Perhaps.
Dude, I sound like a chick. (Thanks Victoria.) And Hutch High Amigo's... I missed you so much.
Man this is liked the abridged version of my thoughts... It's very sparatic. So is life. Take some get some.
I think I may be liking another girl... I don't quite know yet. It's cloudy...
Not Anna Rogers who was rather awkward today. She didn't really talk or even give me a simple high-five! It's probably just me, or she's scared and thinks I like her.
Who knows?!?
Ohh, Insperation!!!

Stay inside, from yourself and I.
So you only have to watch me die.
Not be involved more than you are.
Even blind eyes cry, and you're still a scar.
So staying away from you and I,
must hurt, make you cry,
but can you help it, when you lie?
And know you see why I die.

Dang, wow, thats a new one. It's depressing. So life can be, sometimes.
But I'm not deppresed... Funnily weird.
I'm gonna say it... For the first time in a long time I am thinking about a girl besides Victoria. It's really weird. Gah, I've brainwashed myself. The extroadinary power of the human mind. It screws itself in sub-consciousness and crap. I'm glad I see that. And no I will not tell you who that girl is...!
Go Prep Football. J-A-G-U-A-R-S!!! Are the Best!!! (Cute! school spirit)
Hey, Why do I feel I need A girl-friend anyway? I'm a looser. (on occasion)
And I'm gonna stop being negative because I'm only doing it to make some one feel good anyway. And some you know who you are... And I guess they do too. I'm just bein' stupid. So that's gonna stop. It's contagious. But so is the Holy Spirit!!! HA HA HA HA HA HAAA!!!
I love when I say something and I make myself feel better. And I will give out at least 15+ compliments a day. Steppin it up from 10+. Ohh!!! CHALENGE IS CHANGE!!!
(And if you guys steal my wisdom and pubish it I'll get mad os somethin')

Well... God Bless, and God Speed... I'm Out_!

Thank God!!! Another friday. And there's nothing to tupe about so i will type about nothing because nothing is fun. I hope all you guys have a great weekend.
I will, I'm goin to the WSU game and I'm gonna hang out with Janelle, and them the whole day. It'll be cool. Ya know... It's always good to have different friends for different times and different things and stuff. Because we loose friends someimes, so I figure that if I have a lot of friends (Who care) that I'll never not have any body to talk to.
Wow, I felt good today. Adriana (daniella's sister) is really cool. And Kate Martin is really cool. Umm. James, Will, Paul, Victoria, Ryan(x2), laura, sofia, silvia, janelle, kailey, xochtle*, fiona, and the rest of the school just happen to be pretty cool too.
Oh, and I have deemed fiona the *cutest* sophomore. Gee, she's cute. (HeHe) Don't you dare think I'm implying something. Cuz' Janelle's cool too. (Hmm...) Hmmmmm........... NO.
I'm busy right now. One at a time please... Ha, where am I going with this.

God Bless, and God Speed... I'm Out.

Why is Judson not happy?
Or... Why is Judson just upset lately?

Is it me or has everyone temporarily* lost their minds.
(At one point or another) Like dude. What the Crap.
Hey, while I'm at it... Happy Birthday Victoria!!!
Yeah yeah... It's cute. But hey guess what.
I know something you guys don't... But I'll never tell U.
U'r not deserving. HA HA!!!

But anyway, Janelle is an amazing person.(So far) She sure
writes a lot... About what and why I will not say... It's
between me and her. I cannot spill all my personalness.
I hold some to get some to get some to expand some. Got It?

Well, I have stuff to do like... Homework, sing Victoria
Happy Birthday in my head, and reflect through the
Ignation Paradigm my day and what I could do to make
tomorrow better!

Ad Astra Per Aspera... God bless, and God Speed... ... ...

Oh, yes. The last meet and I stepped up. If I only had two more meets or something. I would have beat Samuel!!! Only 20 seconds behind him even after walking for a good minute. Finally beat Dan by a good 15 seconds. It was a good day, and now I have to write a page to someone who might be more than they seem, and try to forget about some others. (Well, not to forget but to let *free*) So, I know a special someone whos birthday is coming up and I have nothing to give her, I feel bad but what the heck, right?? Friendship's good enough. Sure not when one cares a little more for one more than the other.
Why am I hinting all this stuff? Gah... Stupid me.
And me and Anna were getting into a good writing conversation when Whitlow the weasle man tured the lights off. (Trashed my little Party)

And for the day I say,
to all who care,
to wish they're there,
hope one more minute,
and wish I was in it.

Because a lost heart like mine never broken,
Can't wait till you've awaken,
in my heart I'm steadilly shaken,
by your love... I wish I had taken...

GOD BLESS... I'm Out...

God, hears us, but wants us to solve our own problems. Why? Because we bring them upon our selves. A lot of the time he helps us, and we don't see it. If i was to do something for more than a year, And I wasn't supposed to, don't you think God would give me a sign saying "it's a waste of your time"? He hasn't so I'll do what I do, and been doing. I don't feel "its" a waste of my time.
Persistance, and true love.
Love CAN be a one sided feeling. Not always but can be.
You could do whats best for somebody and then they could just not even say thank you. Gay analogy but it's possible.
So, "Brad" said love can exist at this age. Our age. I believed him under his definition and carried out. At least I honestly think I do. And I don't "LOVE" everything but I only truelly love a few things. A very few...
I wish people could see where I come from, how I think, somtimes, what I think.
The bad past dwindles as the newe better me developes. People don't quite see it, or they don't believe me. Because of what I've done. But it's what I do now that counts.
Who I love, what I pray, when I pray, when I smile.
Ya know what? Way to many "I"!
You guys and girl are what changes me. Makes me better, makes me want to be like you guys because you're freaking Saints, and I feel bad when I do something dumb because I think, "OH they wouldn't do that." So I strive to be liked and accepted for what I'm becomeing because it's so much more different than last year. And without you guys and girl I would probably smoking weed with David Champoo right now.
I have a good life, because of you guys and girl!!! You open my eyes.
I'll love you all forever, even if it takes the removal of my eyes or kidney for you.

I feel I can't give enough to make up for your friendships. Your guy'zez smiles fill me with joy.
What more could I ask For?
All I can say through words is flattery, and
THANK YOU
From the love I have for you!